can I move in with you?

e - Tue, 28 Jan 2025 1:11:54 PM

I'm not ready to be empty. I'm not ready to live my life. Maybe one day I'll get to see you.

Tags: God

a video i liked

e - Tue, 21 Jan 2025 8:51:46 PM

Tags: korea, God

RE7

e - Tue, 21 Jan 2025 12:22:42 PM

I liked this game a lot. It might be recency bias but I almost prefer it over RE2R, especially the section on the ship.

Tags: video games, pc

why i made this blog

e - Tue, 21 Jan 2025 10:03:44 AM

I believe that we all have a space in our chest that we try to fill.

As a Bible believing Christian, I know that God is real, and most likely, He is the one who can fill that space.

The thing is, while my mind knows that, my heart does not, and for that reason, I have not been at rest.

For the sake of brevity, I will say that I am trying to go abroad to find love, and feel all that that entails, and then, hopefully, or maybe not hopefully, I'll feel that void again in my heart, and then I will know.

Maybe I can experience love again and learn what I wanted to.

Do I want the relationship to not fulfill me? No of course not, but also, if it really was just God, I could spend my life in peace, and not in the constant state of hunger I find myself to be in.

I don't love the idea that another person, a girl, who can leave or have any number of things happen to her, is what I need to feel whole inside, and yet, I am attempting to leave the country in around a year to find out.

Come along on the journey with me.

PS. as I type this, I am fully aware how pathetic it sounds to feel the need for another person in such a way, but I can't help it.

Tags: korea, mental health, God